like, i see what you did there, but what does this really mean? should i be drawing more parallels throughout this whole flashback? is there foreshadowing buried here? if i point out that this dude gave guts what seemed like an escape but was really a trick, but guts’ actual escape from being fated to help build a castle comes when he selflessly helps someone else, is it reaching to suggest that this dude symbolizes rage or obsession or smthn? or is he just a dick conveniently and randomly saying relevant things and and setting up this mini-narrative?

oh wait doesn’t he come back to do something less dickish? mb i should wait til i re-read to that bit lol.

ok tbc when i finish this flashback probs

do you think there’s any parallels between guts and griffith’s relationship and farneze and serpico’s?

mastermistressofdesire:

bthump:

mastermistressofdesire:

Oh yeah.

Oh hell yeah.

There’s definitely some moments between Farnese and Serpico  which personally appear to me as echoes of golden age dynamics between Guts and Griffith, the wording in some cases seeming similar enough to almost  seem like an intentional parallel.

But the parallels are also not extremely consistent ,especially in the frequent exchanging of the respective roles within the dynamic between Farnese and Serpico. In some cases it’s almost more of a twisting around of the original than a parallel. Taking into account that despite the similarities that I will go into in a moment, these are four very distinct characters.

The instance which immediately comes to mind when you say parallel is the instance when Farnese asks Serpico if he hates her. It’s very similar to Griffth’s- “You must think me vile.” moment.

There’s some other Farnese- Griffith parallels.

1. Using Control over specific people to deal with their feelings of loneliness or helplessness. Referring to Serpico/ Guts as property is a big part of this ,as is the fact that despite saying it neither of them actually mean it.

2. Farnese/Griffith starting as the commander, owner.

3.Self-flagellation

4. Guts love.

5.There’s actually some deeper things which I will come back to most probably.

6. A slight similarity in visual design.

7. Oh and them being turned on by very fucked up things and having some rather strange interpretations of sexuality and ending up in bizarre sexual situations.

the Guts-Serpico parallels come from them both being the concerned right  hand men to these slightly volatile people.

there’s Griffith and Serpico parallels in this sort of veiled intensity and ruthlessness behind a calm facade. not to mention similar fighting styles.

And the fact that both of them are very single mindedly focussed on their goals which if interfered with make them prone to homicide. With Griffth it was the castle ( or so he thought) with serpico it’s protecting Farnese (or so he thinks)

and the Guts and Farnese parallel in that both of them start with being unsure of what their place is in the world and start to try the road to discovering themselves .

With Farnese/Griffith parallels I could also see a potential argument that they both rely on extreme adherence to a conviction as a defense mechanism. With Farnese it was her religion, with Griffith it’s his dream. I wonder if seeing the origins of how Farnese found her conviction could actually shed light on how Griffith came to hold the dream above all else tbh. yk, fear and wanting to become what’s feared. but that’s just un-backed-up speculation.

(also for point 7: what “very fucked up things” are you referring to that turn Griffith on? is that more of a Femto reference or am I completely forgetting something?)

Actually that Farnese/ Griffith parallel makes perfect sense. It seems very fitting and plausible.

Oh yeah,regarding point 7, I think I discussed this with someone before and came to the conclusion that it could be a very subjective interpretation I made of a certain translation of the manga and at this point I don’t remember if it was the Darkhorse translation or another one but the conclusion hit me so hard at the time- it kind of stuck.

It’s actually during the Golden age arc, during the Griffith-Charlotte scene, in the version I read Griffith asks Charlotte if she’s scared and when she doesn’t reply verbally he says- “Sad things…scary things…if these things can arouse you then-” and trails off in true Griffith fashion.

but of course he’s saying it with that distracted stare which Griffith uses when he’s actually talking to himself .

And idk really, my first reaction was- okay that’s…ouch.

And I later thought about it and realised it might not necessarily be the right interpretation. But it was warped enough to be an idea i forgot to let go of.

And then when we’re talking about Grifith and sex, it’s hard not to touch upon the Gennon angle. And it’s not that I think Griffith was in any was aroused by that interaction, I just think that from what we know that was most probably Griffith’s first sexual experience and somehow the connection between fear, unpleasantness, sorrow and sexuality may have been made then and stuck.

It would explain the nature of Griffith’s later sexual encounters a little too. The fact that he sees these things as innately linked. And sex for Griffith is intrinsically associated with otherwise unpleasant emotions.

The first experience colouring future interactions aspect is brought up with Guts as well , with him choking Casca as they made love.

There’s actually also a connection I feel between sex and vulnerability, giving up or letting go . Any sort of extreme emotional ‘leak’ has always been followed up with a sexual encounter in Griffith’s narrative. Whether it was the death of the boy soldier, Guts leaving then the ultimate emotional out pour of the eclipse.

ooooh, yk even if that is based on a mistranslation (bc yeah the dark horse version is just ‘cast all those sad and frightening things into the fire’ p much) it totally integrates into both berserk’s take on sexuality and internal darkness and it really does fit griffith as a character.

it could basically function the same way as the actual translation, ie as a description of emotional denial, except where ‘cast them into the fire’ suggests burying feelings and ignoring them, your take suggests taking those negative feelings and transforming them into something useful. which is so eclipse.

so like even if that’s relegated to headcanon, I love it and imo it really works.

@dreadlox-o3o said: It bothers me a bit, that not so much
thought was considered into this Theory, and the portrayal of light and
dark may not be simplistic they are made pretty clear through the
characters and their journey, ya know what I mean?

I’m actually not sure what you mean tbh, sorry. Do you mean that Guts being the Hawk of Light and Griffith being the Hawk of Darkness isn’t as simple as I suggested? Totally elaborate if you want, I’m curious, and sorry if I’m misunderstanding.

Just to clarify my thoughts a bit, to me part of the appeal of Berserk is that it doesn’t really seem like a Good vs Evil story, and I think the idea of Griffith encompassing both light and dark is more interesting. He’s the dark hawk who’s the master of “sinful black sheep” (apostles probs) and “white sheep” (people who choose to live in falconia under his protection, i assume) but also the white hawk who saves the world and grants humanity’s deepest desires (basically letting their subconscious roam free in the form of fantasy creatures).

Like whether a character would call him the hawk of darkness or light depends on which side they’re on, imo. Plus it gives the story more the feel of a fate (Griffith) vs free will (Guts) conflict. While if Guts was the Hawk of Light and Griffith was the Hawk of Darkness I think it would feel more like a fated/prophecized good vs evil conflict, which is just less interesting to me.

mastermistressofdesire:

huenot:

mastermistressofdesire:

@bthump

Oh I meant to reply to this so long ago, but I completely forgot.

So about that story. I don’t remember the details very clearly, I’ll try to correct myself later if i get some things wrong but I thought it was pretty interesting I’ll try to link the interview if I can find it.

Also I usually try not speculate about the personal lives of real people because it seems a little invasive and potentially harmful to me.

But Kentaro Miura and his Griffith-friend had a little bit of a mutual obsession it appeared to me. Like a little bit.

So in a nutshell this Friend was with him in art school, very good in academics, was most probably a scholarship student and pretty good looking and popular with the girls (miura’s words not mine). But had this tendency to get into a lot of fights and sometimes seemed to seek fights out. Miura talks about how his one passionate dream was to be a manga artist and he was dedicated and really disciplined and he’d practice all the time he could find between school and two part time jobs and Miura was generally quite in awe of all this and didn’t quite know how they ended up as friends because Miura himself felt the only thing he was good at was art (humble little cupcake) and he was socially awkward af.

But anyway,. this friend would seek Miura out after school and ask to practice together, they’d draw for a while then the friend would leave for his jobs and then they’d meet again at school in the morning.

But over time Miura started to notice that his friend had started to get frustrated with the status of his art and seemed to be getting tired and over-worked in general. Especially because he seemed to be becoming insecure about how good Miura’s art was compared to his own and he’d started doubting if he’d actually be able to become a manga artist when someone so much better existed. They’d have their sessions less frequently, they became distant, his friend started getting into more brawls and fights

then he got scouted by a publishing company as an illustrator, dropped out of school and moved to a bigger city and Miura lost contact with him.

Mostly they heard of him again through other sources. It was a well paying job, and his friend had started a sort of party lifestyle. He’d go out a lot, drink a lot, other things and had a shit ton of hookups with a lot of people.

and that’s all Miura knew until he got a late night drunk call where this guy ranted at him, told him this was all his fault, fuck you and your art, it sucks and basically was a huge mess and cried a lot and it was pretty evident he wasn’t actually happy. and then hung up before Miura could say much.

Then years years later Miura got a call again from the same friend who apologised for whatever he had said and didn’t actually remember. Confessed that he’s actually read all of Miura’s work and owned copies of all the current volumes and loved it.

And told him that he was planning to leave the illustration and publishing work and start from scratch as a manga author.

And the dude is currently a published author.

And they are friends again now.

yeah.

That wasn’t a nutshell.

Berserk Spoilers? :’)

Griffith drunk-calling Guts  would be fucking fantastic tbh.

ty for telling the story! i vaguely knew like, the basics of miura had an ambitious friend who eventually ended up quitting his impressive job and becoming a mangaka, but all the details are new and interesting to me.

also lmao @ the addition, i need. if this real life backstory just adds slightly more weight to the possibility of some inner turmoil for griffith i’ll take it.

I saw a white hawk guts theory going around i just started laughing. cus Guts in white is pretty baffling to me but i think he’ll look nice and if he turned out to be the true hawk of light, he would legit refuse cus he don’t want people bowing down to him and all that mumbo jumbo he would tell the people to live your life as much as you can and expecting people to solve your problems.

yeah i’ve seen variations on that theory before and i def don’t buy it. i’ve always figured neogriffith is simultaneously the hawk of darkness and the hawk of light. revealing that guts is the real hawk of light and turning it into a darkness vs light thing sounds way too simplistic for berserk lol.

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dang i totally forgot that the forshadowing was laid out so explicitly like this

kinda rubbing my hands together gleefully rn. “what will she do” not how will she act or what will she think or feel, but what will she do?

(ngl tho this coming right after another showing of the moonlight kid makes me a little concerned that casca’s gonna do something in a rage but he’ll show up and soothe her spirit with maternal feelings or smthn like it keeps chilling guts’ inner beast out. OR maybe she’ll sacrifice it! holy shit i think i just discovered my ideal next volume! yk maybe lead the audience into thinking she’ll sacrifice farnese but surprise, moonlight kid was the soul of her own child and he’s a goner but farnese is gonna live forever. haha yes i just solved the puzzle of how to turn casca into an apostle without losing farny.)

my memory isn’t solid bc i wasn’t paying particular attention, but i know there’s at least one, maybe more, other moments on the ship where serpico looks in through a doorway on farnese and schierke working

dude is definitely feeling a little removed from farnese’s life right now, a little separated, and while he’s happy for farnese’s happiness i’d say he’s a little melancholy for himself.

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actually nvm isidro, i think out of all recurring characters moonlight kid might be my least fave. he shows up, acts mysterious and overly cute, saves guts’ ass over and over, and teases the idea of family (total personal opinion here but i hate when protags have children and bond with them. no idea why, just gives me hives. my desire to see my faves as loving parents is in the negatives.)

like demon fetus was a way of giving a protagonist a child that i approve of – fucked up weird monster thing that creeps guts out and then gets eaten by a talking egg, cool. nhf it being replaced by this ridiculously cutesy precocious magical kid.

ofc i’ll happily revise this opinion if we learn more and it turns out he’s a red herring after all or a precursor to tragedy or hell i’ll even accept him being the magic soul of guts and casca’s demon fetus if it’s proof that griffith’s feelings are all his own. but til then i’m :/ when he shows up.

i think the only thing i like about the sea god arc is guts himself cus he looks a lot handsomer in this arc plus we get to see his astral body in the berserker armor a lot more which is dope cus it’s looks like werewolf motif. but other than that the sea god arc drags on and honestly i got kinda bored reading it but i read time to time but not much

but i see you are almost to gut’s flashback chapters which i love- this
showed that despite all the shit guts went through, he still has a kind
heart, especially towards kids(as we see with isdoro,rickert,erica,jill
and schierke). The art is very good and very nice to look at. all in all
this arc is short but i think adds a little bit more to guts as a
character. idk i just love it 

re: the sea god stuff, yeah that’s fair, i’m not into guts myself  but i can see the appeal, esp with that streak of white in his hair lol. and I do love the astral plane werewolf look.

and yesss honestly i’ve never wanted to hug a character more than teenage guts when he was determined to save that damn flower, omg.

@jyuanka said: i think it’s about guts stacking up allies, in this case, the sirens

yeah good point. plus it does straightforwardly depict some changes brought about by griffith breaking the world and how it’s not just branded sacrifices who have to deal with all this crap now.

it’s just so loooong lol

@mastermistressofdesire said:
Oscar is pretty
explicitly bisexual in canon, at least it appeared pretty explicit to me
while watching it. But then again I tend to read characters as gayer
than a lot of other people do. But RoV is gaaaaaay 

nice nice nice. i also read characters as gayer than most other people do so this will probably work for me.

@captainfinishingmove said:  …But Guts was sexually abused as a child. That’s why he doesn’t like being touched

i’m not sure if this is a reply to me directly or one of the comments on that post, but i did say “neither sexually assaulted the other” not neither were sexually assaulted period.

@yoikami said
Farnese is precious to me, idc about people hating her 😚 

i used to be more indifferent to her but i’ve seriously fallen in love on this re-read, she’s wonderful

yoikami said:
Are you looking too much into this because i love it 

reading too much into stuff is my modus operandi tbh, it wouldn’t be any fun otherwise lol

farnese-de-vandimion:

bthump:

 @jyuanka 
said: a part of me wants
roderick to play a bigger role and help move the plot forward through
being a good character but the other part of me wants him to become an
asshole or to have some hidden secret (i mean we all know what pretty
boys in this series turn out to be *cough* griffith *cough*)

i didn’t really think of it before but we never found out what his schemy plan with magnifico was, did we?

so you might be onto something.

To be honest I don’t want Roderick to be a fake nice guy, but at the same time…

Is it me or does he sound kinda annoyed by Farnese’s antics?

hmmmmm

tbh roderick being a fake nice guy and fucking with farnese’s feelings for personal gain or whatever could be a little trite, but ngl i’m down for just about anything that points to more future reactions and character growth for farnese. (not that she’s been short of that, just that i love it so much and i want her to keep being an important evolving character for as long as possible)

my bro gave me a weird but somewhat intriguing concept: the godhand gives Griffith a choice to sacrifice…but he gets to choose two persons closes to him to be his “apostle companions” he of course chose guts and casca and they get a transformation(painful mind you) and they become apostles but they are more powerful than regular apostles?? idk he just gave that concept and honestly it sounds awesome guts with a dog/wolf form and casca prolly a lioness/or cheetah with incredible speed

AU where everyone joins the dark side and takes over the world, lol. this reminds me of rosine trying to turn jill into an extra powerful “elf” a little.

 @jyuanka 
said: a part of me wants
roderick to play a bigger role and help move the plot forward through
being a good character but the other part of me wants him to become an
asshole or to have some hidden secret (i mean we all know what pretty
boys in this series turn out to be *cough* griffith *cough*)

i didn’t really think of it before but we never found out what his schemy plan with magnifico was, did we?

so you might be onto something.