seisans
replied to your post “madchen
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whenever i let myself be emo about berserk i have to face the realisation that no matter what they’d done differently this would have happened ‘cause fate and shit but actually you’re right. you’re right. a single kiss would have flipped everything

i guess fate probably knew/made sure that wouldn’t happen, but if it did somehow, yeah. wait isn’t it like a thing that witches and stuff are kind of outside of fate? flora should’ve showed up and played matchmaker to fuck with the ioe lol

also i wouldn’t call
rickert a dumb kid, idk if it makes sense for him to be smarter than the
hawks and the nobles but he’s kind of a genius and he’s known griffith
longer than any of them. he’s also seen how he plans and make things
work in his favour, not to the extent guts has seen it, for example, but
he knows griffith is not the most innocent person on the planet, you
know 

yeah v true, calling him a ‘dumb kid’ is a little mean and v unreflective of how i think of him bc i like him a lot, i just… talk like that sometimes lol. he is actually rly insightful w/ both ppl and machines. he was also the one who pointed out that griffith went to pieces bc Guts left when he was like 13 or whatever.

Also ty for the offer wrt the raws! i’m kind of terrible at finding stuff like that and it looks like dark horse is on it now anyway but i appreciate it!

Dark Horse Acquires Digital Rights to ‘Berserk’ Manga

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Dark Horse Acquires Digital Rights to ‘Berserk’ Manga

Publisher Gives Fans Digital Access to 38 “Berserk” Volumes
MILWAUKIE, Ore., (July 18, 2017)—Celebrating the release of Berserk Volume 38, Dark Horse is excited to announce the acquisition of digital rights to for the full Berserk manga library (Volumes 1–38).
Still going strong after over twenty…

Check out the full article by Chris Beveridge on The Fandom Post!

mastermistressofdesire:

fxck-off-komaeda:

strategicscientificreserve:

lifeisajourney10:

gloriousbacchus:

religiousmom:

tumblr friendships are hard to maintain like im sorry i know i havent talked to you in 5 months but you’re still super rad and i still consider us friends im just dumb

If I have ever messaged you or messaged me and never heard from me again, I still consider us friends. I just suck

also I’m awkward and don’t know how to start conversations, sorry.

@gatsca

Pretty much .

madchen
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replied to your post “Casca: tries to kill herself, Guts…”

yea the lack of emotional reassurance through like any sort of intimacy is it since it was the little moments alone with guts that really keep griff going i guess
on a tangent this is why modern au is good bc guts actually knows that
he should dick griffith down when he finds him in the midst of emotional
breakdowns bc romcoms
exist. technology is amazing. read my fanfiction.

yeah like imagine if the toucing + emotionally intimate armour scene wasn’t immediately followed by wyald showing up and ruining everyone’s morale. or if a kiss had taken place at any point, i mean it would’ve completely kicked fate’s ass i’m 100% confident in that.

griff should’ve handed him a romance novel instead of the kama sutra t b q h. he played himself he was too bold when he should’ve lead in with some romance tropes.

also lol @ the implication that rickert looked back and put 2 and 2 together wrt the assassinations, what with calling griffith kind of shady

idk if i like that. on the one hand it makes sense and it’s a good look for rickert, on the other hand the whole point of griffith hiding it was that the hawks wouldn’t know, so if a dumb kid figured it out why were the rest of the hawks so naive

buuuut then again this is after rickert learned that griffith sacrificed his friends so the rose coloured glasses kind of came off. so i could buy the hawks being willfully blind bc they admired griffith so much.

BUT then the question is why did all the nobles who didn’t give a fuck about griffith not notice.

anyway whatever it doesn’t really matter i guess. pluuuuuus this isn’t the official translation anymore so one wonders if ‘shady’ and ‘scheming perfectionist’ might be language choices affected by the fandom’s popular view of griff. tho the meaning is p straightforward even if the wording changes so that prob doesn’t make much difference anyway.

w/e w/e

madchen
replied to your post “Casca: tries to kill herself, Guts catches her, proceeds to heal her…”

i wonder if this is an actually intentional parallel (the suicide and “saving” at least) meant to contrast guts relationship w the two orrrr if its just another coincidence im reading into too much

i’m ngl i was planning out a casca-as-a-narrative-and-emotional-replacement-for-griffith essay when i thought of this and was wondering that too. i mean it’s two suicide attempts by main characters in front of guts in really quick succession. whether it’s meant to mean that guts should’ve dicked him down to save his friends idk but it does fit in with griffith feeling like guts is slipping further away and not getting the reassurance he needed that he isn’t.

yk like if it’s not a literal parallel/contrast it could still work as an emotional one.

it’s rly rare that i hear character voices in my head while reading, especially when i’ve never heard them voiced before, but raksas is one of the v few characters that has a distinct voice in my head and i love it

Casca: tries to kill herself, Guts catches her, proceeds to heal her with his dick

Griffith: tries to kill himself, Guts reaches him, does not proceed to heal him with his dick, monsters show up and eat everyone

i’m js 

image

there’s a pre-established answer to this question that could’ve saved Guts a lot of trouble

mastermistressofdesire:

danz99:

ベルセルク Berserk بيرسيرك

@bthump I feel like almost every panel post I see now is completely consistent with what you mentioned about erotic imagery.

Even here Griffith’s definitely naked apart from the flame hair. Plus despite the skin tone and feature outlines being indistinct the mouth is quite prominent and kinda glossy?

Idk if I’m over thinking it though.

tbh i definitely count this panel as an example of guts sexifying griff in his mind. like dude. esp since like u said he’s a flat representation rather than a detailed drawing here, and all we get is: implied nakedness, flamey hair framing him, lined mascara’d looking eye and glossy lips.

i actually was pretty narrow in that post when i chose examples of griffith looking extra eroticized thru guts’ pov bc, well, griffith is supposed to be really pretty in general, so an image has to go a little above and beyond to make my point work lol. But I’m sure there are more examples than the few I pointed out.

tbh I kind of want to look at some charlotte and casca pov shots of him and compare sometime.

mastermistressofdesire:

bthump:

mastermistressofdesire:

bthump:

Also related to that last ask but my response was getting way too long so I’ll mention this separately:

I feel like part of my problem with the current lighter tone is that a lot of the darkness, specifically the emotional angst, of Berserk so far was based on the fact that all the main characters are traumatized and have shitty coping mechanisms. Guts Casca and Griffith sure, and also Farnese and Serpico (neglected throughout childhood and coped by burning people alive and terrorizing ppl, and abused by peers and Farnese + weird expectations from his mother and coped by becoming an unfeeling doormat). And none of them have really dealt with it?

Griff transformed into a monster so fine his story has a conclusion, and Casca’s is maybe coming to fruition soon, but Guts’ trauma just transferred from rape and abuse to feeling manpain about Casca’s trauma, which is a huge disservice to both characters if it’s never brought up again and dealt with.

And while Farnese is bettering herself we’ve never really seen her actual issues addressed, and her whole sadism burning ppl alive thing just kind of easily melted away in favour of a new helping someone philosophy. I wished for more internal conflict there, basically, and I hope it’s addressed in the future but for now it seems like a pretty abrupt change and a missed opportunity. And Serpico is still Serpico. He hasn’t changed a whole lot but his issues haven’t negatively impacted anything either.

In the Golden Age all the psychological baggage these characters had contributed to its absolute disaster of a climax. And I’d love, love to see that happen again, esp with Farnese and Serpico adding more shit to the pile, or I’d love to see their issues flare up but have them manage to overcome them now that they’ve grown in a happier, healthier contrast to the Golden Age.

But throughout the Millenium Empire arc all these issues the characters have never really affected them adversely. I’m hoping that now that we’re delving into Casca’s psyche things will start to snowball and we’ll see that these traumas haven’t just been forgotten but only put on hold for a while so this group can be happy and hopeful.

But for now I do miss reading about fucked up characters and the internal and external challenges posed by their issues.

The weird part is actually, that sometimes I think, objectively, the manga hasn’t become lighter since the Golden age. The Lost Children and Tower of Conviction arc were pretty fucked up and even now we’ve had troll rapes, the daka demons ripping out uterus es, people being eaten alive, a lot of really weird ass and perverted monstrosities.

But it’s simply that the fucked up Ness isn’t viscerally gripping anymore.

In the Golden age we we’re first introduced to characters, made to care about them by slowly revealing both their strengths and flaws and slowly, insidiously piling on the foreshadowing and layers of emotional as well as external fuckery.

It felt so dark because we cared about the people it was happening to.

In recent chapters the characters are introduced along with the ‘darkness’ bringing it forward as a part of their plotlines. Even Farnese was introduced as a sadistic pyromaniac first .
Along with the horror which was the heretic related prosecution.

And only much later were we given a glimpse into the character and learnt to retroactively care about her.

I mean ultimately that worked as far as characterisation is concerned. As in I definitely care about Farnese now.

But it does reduce the emotional impact of the should have been traumatic scenes.

These are really good points. I totally agree about the grimdarkness – like I care when the protagonist has a traumatic backstory and it leads to him making unfortunate decisions, I’m less affected emotionally when random npcs are being tortured in two-page spreads for shock value.

+ tbh i don’t think it’s necessarily a mistake to introduce Farnese’s dark side first and then reveal her better nature, bc I do like when writers make you love a former antagonist and I love that about Farnese, but it definitely adds to the differing tones.

And I mean it does make sense to reverse the Golden Age format this way – now instead of beloved characters going dark, we can have dark characters learning to be better. But it really boils down for me to feeling like it’s been too easy I guess. Guts made new friends and now his hound is on a leash and now it’s the Berserk armour’s fault when he tries to murder everyone. Farnese dropped the pyromania and became a protector. And yeah for Farnese it’s been an ongoing journey as she gets braver and more competent and learns new things, and I love that journey, but since deciding to join Guts she’s never had second thoughts or felt sadistic or masochistic urges and more internal conflict for her would’ve been sweet.

But again, that’s assuming that this Guts and Friends story has all been a journey of personal growth and a brighter future, and not just the calm before the storm. So we’ll have to wait and see.

Oh yeah I completely agree with you about, the retroactive characterisation actually being pretty interesting.

That’s what, it works for characters .

But the setting seems to loosing the conflict which would make it more anticipatory and exciting. As you mentioned things seem to be happening too easily, too perfunctory.
The high points seem expected and a foregone conclusion, and the obstacles too easily overcome.

There a vague sort of plot armor around the plot itself for every subplot involving Guts party members.

Griffith’s side of the story is still more interesting because of all the supposition we can do regarding the nature, relationships and back stories of the apostles and what falconia itself stands for AND the fact that there’s piling evidence that emotionless, divine doll Griffith may in fact be our beloved emotional-fuck Griffith afterall.

Like seriously I have no shame in admitting that in comparison I give zero fucks about Guts party or Elfhelm, beyond my investment into the follow-up of Casca and Farnese’s relationship.

I think a part of what I was trying to convey is that Berserk has always been a hugely character driven plot. As such ‘darkness’ of characters is linked to the ‘darkness’ of the plot.

So while the character writing is still quite enjoyable, introducing the character at their point of highest conflict and darkness and gradually resolving that, puts the plot and pacing in a perpetual cycle of falling action which Miura hasn’t yet broken.

Which is why I DO hope that this is actually just the calm before the storm.

Because unless there’s a change to rising action, we lose the excitement or anticipation or build up to any sort of satisfying climax.

Like that’s what the Golden Age did with perfection. It built on itself.

Deconstruction is something I really really enjoy actually but I think it’s being drawn out a little too much.

And Berserk though masterful in it’s quiet moments, has kind of made it’s rep for the drama.

And I want drama.
Like a lot of drama.

gatsca:

this was lit just supposed to be a sketch figuring out their shapes but here we are.  im way too out of it to color armor correctly but goddamn.  if we never see theresia again im just gonna assume shes out in the woods being her lesbian swordswoman self with her mischievous beanpole gf jill

seisans
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replied to your post “Unpopular opinion i guess but i really…”

yeah same basically, i’m constantly suffering from golden age nostalgia, and this is subjective but it doesn’t help that miura’s drawing style has also changed so drastically that it just … lacks personality. veering heavily into “it’s not perfectly suited to my tastes so i don’t like it” territory but i feel like there’s some objective truth in there. too much has changed and i’m being whiny about it

legit, like there’s no denying it has changed a lot since the golden age so it’s pretty inevitable that lots of people are going to prefer some part of Berserk over another. idt i’ve ever liked a thing without preferring some part of it over another lol, almost every show eg i’ve ever been into had some seasons i’ve hated, and while I’ve never hated any era of Berserk I’m definitely more lukewarm about some of it.

this really is what it boils down to in berserk. all the should i stay or should i go drama for various characters, all the good and bad decisions, etc. tbh i love that about this story. there’s no real right or wrong answers most of the time, it’s all just picking a route and then dealing with the consequences.